today marks 2 months without a visit from "Aunt Flo."
I have been feeling bloated, eating like there's no tomorrow, feeling a wee bit nauseous, and extremely tired.
My dear sweet lovable husband says, as he talks to my belly, "hello in there!"
What??!! Crazy man! There's no baby in there! I am 47 years old and Hank had the big "V" over 6yrs ago.
There's no way that I am prego! Hank says, "1% fail." ugh. I'm too old for this!
Well, to dispel this myth, and to "rule out" the obvious, I bought a pregnancy test today. It felt extremely weird. I thought I was doing something wrong! LOL!
Of course it was negative. negative. I thought I would be happy. It was actually disappointing. Even Hank was disappointed.
I just knew I wasn't pregnant, so why do I feel this way? So unexpected. I thought our family was complete. I thought I was done having babies. So why these feelings of sadness and disappointment?